this is my first post here.. i wanna apologise first if my english is suck. but, i must try....
i just drop by to write something that i wanna share with other people about love that ive learned in my life..
^for me.. life is cruel.. unfair.. n not interesting at all.. i never had a great moment when im a teenage since in form 1 until form 5.. n until i went to college... i'm adopted child since im a baby.. dunno the specific time and i dont wanna ask my mom.. . i live with my adopted parents until now n i got a younger sister that is studying in form 1 in smkk. they r really nice to me. never hate me, treat me like im used to, n pamper me like their own child. when im in form 3, i studied a lil bit hard until i got many A's B's for my PMR. i can see their happy face when i brought home my examination slip. they looked so excited !! i cant forget that moment. my mom gave me a new mobile phone as a gift for me.. i accept it with a sincere smile n take it as new spirit to continue my winning. time is running out, a lot of changes happen. i got a boyfriend at that time.. well.. i thought maybe its not wrong to try something new..n kinda interesting. but actually its a stupid mistake that ive done. my mind never stop thinking about him. i start to forget about my studies,my promise to myself, n i start to ignore about making a new strategies to make my family proud again with my winning. i got bad result for my spm. my parents r upset but they didnt show it to me because they dont want me to be upset also. so then they speak up to me n they said its fine... i still can continue my study,even in private college. my mother are willing to support my study fees. on 25th may of 2009, i registered as a college student in Selangor. a lot of new friends n experiences there. i also found new hot pet sister. they treat me like a younger sister. its coooooool.... in first semester, i got the highest cgpa in my class..that is 3.44..even its not dean, but its still coool... n worth. when im starting my class on 2nd semester, lot of challenges came to me. i've lost my coolest pet sister, my boyfriend. i fight with my best friend, i didnt do my assignment carefully. i kept sleepy in my lectures.no one loves me!! these problems are just 1/5 of my probs. so, i get tension, n again, ive done something stupid, i QuiT! arghhh!!!! God..... help me..... that day, im really blur./ cannot make any decision. my mom start to be angry with me. i felt so down n alone. so, my mom decided registered me as stpm student for this year.. n jump into upper 6.. its kinda hard for the first time i entered that class. but its getting better when i've learned so many things when i'm a matured gurl right now. now, i realise that love is everywhere.. but, why must we find another love besides there are so many people that already love us.. that is our family.. mama n abah. n adik. i love them so much. its time for me to fix everything! i must wake up! i wanna get win again.. i wont repeat my stupid mistakes. wanna do great in stpm especially in muet and i may continue my study as degree holder in UM/UPM/UKM and choose my favourite course.. that is teaching english as second language, TESL. ^
degree holder in 2011 (tesL)
owner of NOKIA n97 mini
